Summer 2009
Why did I have to have another dream about a girl falling in love with me? She was so adorable, though probably only 16, but she had dark skin and long dark hair and we were in bed and I was going to be her first and she was all over me and I was all over her. I was so in love with her in my dream.
Why can’t my unconscious pay attention to what my conscious mind and conscience have agreed upon? I don’t know how I will go through life without ever being with another woman again. But as long as I stay active in the LDS church, and keep my social circle within the church, I won’t have any opportunities to be with women. But I’m so sad. The girl in my dream was so adorable!
Why can’t my unconscious pay attention to what my conscious mind and conscience have agreed upon? I don’t know how I will go through life without ever being with another woman again. But as long as I stay active in the LDS church, and keep my social circle within the church, I won’t have any opportunities to be with women. But I’m so sad. The girl in my dream was so adorable!
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